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Well it is two in the morning and again I am suffering a bit of insomnia. I read that something like this is common after surgery. However, I think it is because of my odd sleeping habits since I went in. I do not think that the hours I spend passed out thanks to my oxycodone helps any. In case, anyone is lost at this point sorry... I went in last Monday for a laparoscopy to remove the endometriosis. My doctor did find a moderate amount and was able to laser it out. All this and I got pictures! No, I am not kidding. Four glossy sheets of my insides with the endometriosis and after all nice and burnt. Charlz said it looks like fruit.. I don't think he eats much fruit so this makes sense. It’s a slow recovery time but it has given me a chance to catch up on my reading. So I figured it out prior to my surgery as I was stacking my books, that this term I have to read 32 books. That is why I am slowly going mad... if you see my brain oozing out of the side of my head please tell me. I hate when that happens. So the worst part of the surgery is that I had to miss Sadisco again. Charlz was in RI last weekend and regardless of all my whining and pleas said no I most certainly couldn’t go. I thought my stitches would look cool under black light. Well only, the ones near my belly button the rest you would not be seeing at Sadisco. I did get a chance to lend the great ///She/// a few cds so in a small way I was there. So there is my saddest spring break story to date. Ok I think my pill is finally kicking in because I cannot think anymore.
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    Poerrepoint- Overdose p02
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Catch /26/ up

It is a new year and so much has changed already. I graduated in December with a BA in political science and a certificate of emphasis in international studies. The degree has yet to come though... it takes forever, I hear. Christmas was here and gone too. Everything happened at once. I got some great gifts and gave some... I hope Megan likes that sidekick charlz and I got her... anyways. Sadisco was on christmas night.. the theme was alice in wonderland... I went as a fetish queen of hearts... I had fun.. the best part was cutting cards and stringing them up with rexlace while my family looked at me as though I had lost it. So sadisco rawked as per usual... I am happy we missed the stripper but angry that I missed the contest because damn I would have won. Oh well Starlyn did so it is okay because I think she is sweet thing. So Ryan was in town.. it was great to see him again. We went to Dennys afterwords and took Ryan home. The next day Charlz and I went with Ryan and Shelly to see Lemony Snickets (sp?). I loved it and not just because of Jude Law. So um oh yeah my birthday was last Saturday. Last week was just packed full of fun. Charlz and I went to area51 on Thursday. The time just flew by as there were so many great people out and I never get to dance much anymore. Then Friday we went to Hot Pink which Charlz hates. This time we had a great time though. I think it makes a difference who else is there.. So my friends Katrinia and Aubrey (who drove down from Prescott) came to celebrate my Bday with me. Those grrls are the best! I love my hello kitty cell phone holder and panda calendar! So at everyones request (well Charlz and Katrinia mainly) I drank more then normal. I still hate the taste of it but I had two shots and did not feel like death or anything. So that was fun and we all went to 5 and D afterwords along with Shelly and Adrian. That reminds me we saw White Noise with Shelly and her boy and I have to warn everyone that the movie suxs! Oh back to the Bday report. Saturday (my Bday) my parents, sister, Charlz and I went to the world wildlife park. They have three baby white tigers and one baby ocelot. I wanted to take them home! The poor ocelot was all alone and you could see that he was meowing for his mother. Poor baby! I was impressed by the park as was Charlz. He wants to go back there the day after Valentines day. After the park we went out for dinner at the Elephant Bar. I love their tofu dish and everyone had a blast. I got some more great gifts.. my god am I spoiled. I love my LAMB wallet and all my Dior makeup and other goodies. Charlz got me a custom vinyl corset, top and bustle skirt. Now I have to send them all of my measurements and plan when I will wear it out.. maybe my Sadisco night in April... the big BlondeNoize dj debute... argh... fear. Sunday my family treated all of us the opera. Cosi Fan Tutti is one of my favorites and this was a wonderful production. It was my first opera matinee which was different but since it was at the Orpehum I didnt mind too much because it is beautiful. Ummm ok I think this is a little long... I start school tomorrow so I probably will update less... if thats possible. I wanted to write something meaningful but this just turned it to one long narration of what I have been up to... so now I am 26 and you are caught up on all my doings (well the main ones).
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I can see the light at the end of the tunnel but I don't know if I care anymore

So I graduate with my first BA next Friday. I say my first because I am doing so again in May with another.... its a long story. I managed to get sick just in time for finals and graduation. I sound like an old Bettie Davis right now. Monday I sang my aria for my german class so thankfully I got that out of the way before I became sick. I have three finals left. One is on Saturday... I think thats bullocks. I have some auctions up on ebay for my plastic hair falls right now but they do not appear to be too popular. I think I need to promote some more or something. The first of the year I am going to get a new site and do a real photo shoot for my lil company. I think that will help. I wanted to go to Anderson's tonight but unless its all of a sudden in vogue to look like the red nosed reindeer, I don't think that will be happening. My mom just told me that my cat does not like wine. She may be trying to get my cat drunk or just trying to make me laugh. I am over right now because I am sick and Charlz is at work. Well not everything has been the blahs. I got a chance to dj at last months Sadisco thanks to my teacher the beautiful Shelly (thats Dj ///She/// to you). I was so scared that I would kill the dance floor but she never left my side and my lil set went well. We picked BlondeNoize for my Dj name as it was an idea I was kicking around for Shelly and I. I get a full set in April at Sadisco so I am hunting down the music like a mad woman. Ok I think I lost my point.... and I am certain my cat may be drunk by now.
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    Asian Faction: Blunt Force Trauma
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chaos and skinny puppy

So the past few weeks have been chaos. First off I was in midterms which I was freaked out about then my mom ends up in the hospital. They removed her appendix and she is recovering... but things are still stressed. I am at least. Graduation in December is only two months away and I just want to curl up on the coach and play video games with Charlz till then.... but I can't. The Skinny Puppy show kicked a$$! I didn't realize we had that many people here... I theorize that we don't and they came from else where... maybe my imagination. Anyways, it was great seeing people that I thought were abducted by aliens... and who knew Ogre was ripped? I have this projekt Friday for German class where we must represent some part of culture or whatever at the schools Oktoberfest. I forced my group into covering music... meaning good german music. I am to represent the industrial and power noize end of things... industrial was easy.... and I have several noize bands that I want to mention but was wondering if I could get any help from some noize freaks out there. So send me some pictures, suggestions, anything just make sure its in German and I will be your slave. Well I should be working on my mass paper for POS 465 but I am not. Well I was.... and I will be again shortly. I don't think this post had a point but then again do any of them.
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    Brudershaft: Forever
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the Cphae rant of the day!

Home from school again today as per the doctors orders. Its funny how many times I have been to that office in the past few weeks. I should just live there. Umm.. no. This weekend Charlz did some massive cleaning at our apartment. He took care of me too and bought me some count chocula. Yummy.... even if it is made with gelatin and therefore I am supposed to boycott it... i can't its once a year. Well not the best argument. Oh well. My asthma has improved even the dr noticed and now I have a nice sinus infection as result. I hope this will be short lived as I can't miss any more school. Midterms are in our midst and so is my boo boo's birthday next week. Everything happens at once. Charlz and I talked about going to LA to see Icon of Coil and celebrate his bday but he wants to stay here and just spend the day together. I am going mad in attempt to get my website up and running for my lil business. I forgot everything I knew about web design! The page now is ugly and I apologize... argh. I have my annoyed ears on. I think i need a nap... which translates into me putting more time into working on my site and not homework or health. Till the next rant....
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    rosenstolz- Ich will mich verlieben
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langweilig

Ich bin sehr mude. ...and thats enough Deutsche for today. I have a monster German test tomorrow and have to makeup my CIS 180 test afterwords. Today is not even half over and I am already stressing over tomorrow. I am in my POS 465 class currently. After this I am supposed to meet with the group for this class (the koalas) but half of us are missing. Following that I have voice lessons and with my asthma as is I don't know if I can sing at all but shall make an honest attempt to. Lastly I end the day with the history of the english language at five and then have to jet over to the coffee plantation for the first AUSE meeting. When did I become so busy! And the afore mentioned reasons are why I am always so stressed. I went to the doctor again yesterday and did a new type of treatment which I now have a script for. If this doesn't work then I will be put on steroids which I want to avoid. All of this means that Charlz and I will have to miss the Strand show this weekend. The smoke and activity would probably kill me... hell, walking to class or up the stairs does it.
Ok I do not know what my teacher is talking about. I should probably pay attention now... stupid aim is not working so I can't talk to Charlz. Annoying.
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update

Ok so I have not kept up with my journal but... oh well. So much has happened... well charlz and I had a loverly time in San Diego and I wish we were still on holiday. School has been keeping me busy and I have had an asthma issue as of late. Not being able to breathe has kept me out of school for a week and caused me to miss the terrorfakt show. So I am rather upset about this. I did start my little dread and straight fall making company. My domain is at godiva girls hair.com and I have to add pictures and prices, yet. I finished my first dread fall and I love it. Its long and the dreads are tight and skinny... so if no one else likes them at least I do. Well back to homework...
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summertime

Well summer school is offically over and I have these next two weeks before the fall semester begins. I have bee working since finals but took both yesterday and today off. My asthma is bothersome today and I hope I am not relapsing. Charlz, Mo, and I went to see the village yesterday. Its a great movie and I think everyone should see it but I can not say anything more without giving some of the movie away. Charlz and I were supposed to go to San Diego this weekend but since my oldest half sister and her children came into town last minute, our vacation had to be delayed till next week. Still that gives me something to look forward to. I can't complain though, I did pass my math class with a B and english with an A. On top of that I had my hair done after my math final and had my pink put back in since I am leaving my job. I did not realize it till now but things are looking rather "up" for me currently. Perhaps I shall stop while that mood persists and before this becomes something trite and sappy.
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the blahs and american literature

I still feel like hell today. I don't think my antibiotic is doing anything. OK done with the complaining... or am I? Anyways I am supposed to be writing my paper for American English literature which I have not started. Why in the hell would a teacher make Sunday a due date. Typically this is not a problem for me but I am feeling a little more then burnt out and honestly the subject matter thrills me not. I want to write about Henry James novella "Daisy Miller" but the teacher gave us an option of three topics and I must conform to one of those. I forgot that is how it works most often in the lower division classes. Oh well... so um back to my paper.... a thesis is all I need really the rest will just fall into place....